zoom zoom zoom


*sigh*

having some... depressing moments... personal stuff :(

no, not going to get into that...

while driving home, in the very horrible traffic [yes... been impatient lately], was thinking... SCREW this! why am i thinking abt depressing negative stuff? DAMMIT!! I make my life the way I want it, i dont need to be dragged down with something that doesnt concern me majorly!

so...

now im trying to appreciate my time... as in.. enjoy what i can, not too worry so much all the time abt the worst outcome... but at the same time dont go all nuts, like do something crazy like max out my credit card or something, of COURSE i wont do that!!! dont be mad!!!

yes yes.... might as well make the most of things while we can, you never know when change will come...

to my bub :) if you're reading this, you rock! you are my rock!

anyhooo... chia if you're reading this, where the heck are u? and what abt that chinese stuff??? any chance u can dig that up?

ciiinnnn-daaaaaaaaay! heehee... gotta give u a shout too! u funny gal... maaan, it sucks i dun see u as often.... ;p hope all is good in the meantime... hope your mummy is good too!

NIIIDDDDYYYY poooooo, if you're there, i know it was u drawing on my thingy! HAAHAA, not thingy, my thingy on THIS site... heehee.. i didnt knw u still look at my blog... ;p hurry up and get the net so i can see all your pics maaan..... btw, found your deepest blue album, AND my john mayer albums WHICH YOOOUUU took and put in the comp room... *tsk tsk*


anyway... back to boring stuff.... haahaa

yeah, zoom zoom zoom

im sure u peeps know what thats all abt.... damn marketing! haahaaa

well, my maaaazda 121 green bubble (oh how i miss it!) was traded in for a new mazda pearl white 6 auto limited.... its not my car, well, the green car was never mine, but then i always used it...so i considered it to be ALL mine! (heehee) yes... *sniff sniff*

i should be happy shouldnt i?

well, i guess in retrospective, yeah i am, but then im not really... its my dad's car, and i get to use it in the meantime... i know this, coz... well, i prob will only use it in the short term... as in.... a month? two months? thats my prediction anyway...

fingers crossed and hope for the best i suppose....

so im gonna get as much *use* from it i suppose!

its bigger than the bubble... im use to it already... dun forget me drove a big ass toyota tarago when i was in melbers... no problems.....

at least the good stuff is that, well, no more leaks or bit falling apart or wear n tear... argh

mazda....

geez... now im thinking of saving up to get my OWN car.... *sigh*

i can still get around with public transport, but u know.... its a drag, unpredictable delays, have to get up early, smelly people, dodgey people, have to walk furtherer, must wait.... wait wait wait... thats something in life that gets me...

having to wait....

dont get me wrong, i can handle it... but then when its like an unpredicted wait, THATS annoying.... when u think u can do something in that time that is wasted away, when u cant becauses you're waiting for something.... *sigh*

but then i just think, well, everything happens for a reason, so not to worry...

did some *interesting* stuff today! not really, but i suppose it kinda is...

do you KNOW what clover seeds look like????

well, i never did, i never knew that clover HAD SEEDS!!! lol

you learn something new!

you know those prickles u get? stuck in your socks? THOSE are from those clover u see, and THAT little prickly tumble weedy thang that gets stuck on your socks, HAS the seeds in it!!!

HAAHAAA, i was pretty shocked when i heard that, not at an extreme extent, but more more surprised pleasantly...

ANYWAY, part of my work is also testing seeds for various diseases, i've done a canola seed test and a wheat seed test too... anyway

clover seeds are TINY AS! omg... haahaa, this puny yellow envelope...abt....1/8 a size of an A4 piece of paper, if u can imagine it... was the size of the envelope that had the seeds.... anyway, had to count out 50 seeds and weigh them, THEN get about 900 seeds to do two tests... omg....

SOOOOO teediest....

one lot was going on agar plates, 40 plates with 10 seeds in each.... omg..... using a tweezer like forceps... those buggars fly around coz it can get hard to grip.... omg... TOOOK a while!

then i had to put 50 seeds in 8 trays.... omg... that didnt take as long... but before i had to do all that, i had to surface sterilize and rinse which took about 20mins... argh... all for little seeds! i thought i didnt have enough, but i had plenty! dont be fooled by things that are plentiful but small in size.....

YIZER! stayed back at work an extra hour.... all coz of these seeds, and therefore INTO the ugly traffic on the way home :p

oh BTW nid if you're reading this.... i DID take pics of the bubble... haahaa... upload them later....

anyway, im buggering off now...

cya later alligator! :) its FRIIIII DAY TOMORO! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY