damn the damn equalibrium theory i have... same goes for damn murphy's law... and yes... i feel like saying damn... damn damn damn damn dabbit... lol

just small things in life i suppose, i find that whenever theres an aspect of my life that is going really really well, and im over the moon abt, never better, another bit just goes ZOOMING down the gurgler... its so freaking out of proportion...

its somehow always been like that in my life, never really understood it or even attempted at really trying to.

yes... just some mild problems im facing, but i mean its probably not as bad as i make it sound. but then usually when you have problems, its your problems and it only affects you and no one can really compare to your situation.

it kinda helps alot when you talk to friends about your problems, and then in exchange they talk about theirs, and it kinda gets your mind off your problem a while and you think abt it, well, my situation really isnt that bad after all.

funny how things work.

do u really think things happen for a reason? maybe... maybe not... its all abt frame of mind as well...

felt like blogging... no offence to ppls reading this, but i wanted to blog coz there wasnt anything interesting to read online! i meant not to offend my friends who blog, coz i am loyal readers of your work, but i mean in general. screw the news... lol

and i havent been blogging for a while, so why not rant on a bit?

gosh, i have so much crap to do for uni, its not funny :p i gotta whip my butt into shape...

omg... haahaa, ed taught me abt sudoku!!! HAAHAA, actually, its really cool, coz i so learn alot from him! my sis actually attempted at teaching me a while back, but i was soooooo uninterested and i was like naaaah! well, im not some manic addict wanting to do it all the time like my dad, but yeah, i guess its good to know.... i just think its funny that i actually know how it "works" since i have so totally been anti-sudoku!

lol... i guess its coz when it did come out and i read the instructions, i was like, wat the!? doesnt make no sense!!! but yeah, thats just me, i cant read instructions sometimes... like the way they word it... my brain dun work that well.

yeah.... geeez, its august already, i cant believe that...

i have to catch up with so many people i havent seen!!!
im depressed that i havent and that i havent really got the time either :( makes me sad that i cant see my friends that i havent seen for so long...
life just keeps going and changing, its like WAAAAIT a minute! i dun wanna move on just yet!!!

i guess that makes you appreciate all the moments you have and just savour them. like when your eating something you really like to eat, for example, for me, when im hungry, no doubt i'd be craving for a bowl of noodles...mmm...tasty... (btw, im really hungry atm... haahaaa) and well, noodles are like my favourite, so i usually eat all the veggies and meat first so that i can scoff all the noodles at the end to enjoy. its just such a good feeling. but when your finish, its kinda like, awww.... i should've taken my time, to make it last a little longer! well, truth is, even if i did, it would've gone cold, so the point is that, well, time is always eventually just going to fly right by, like its already SUNDAY today, like WHAT THE? before u know it, its going to be 2007! like last night, went to ed's friend's bday thingy, and they had this karaoke thing for the family, after they played the bday song, they played that new years song, and its like HAPPY NEW YEAR! haahaa, omg, xmas is 4 months away! THATS really.... quick....

damn getting old.
damn getting old and time flying past real quick.
damn getting old and time flying past real quick and not enough time to do the things i want.

but then, im grateful that i do have the opportunities i have.
i am grateful for the wonderful friends i have who are supportive and always make me laugh, and share the good times with.
and i am grateful that i have challenges in my life, else it would just be boring and i have no idea what it would be like, i guess no dynamic...

ok.... im hungry now....
heehee...

dunno what you think abt this entry... wonder if it makes u think...

on the side note,
TO CINDY: I know who Oppa is, but what does Oppa mean? just a term of endearment right? what lingua?

TO CHIA: How was your interview? Hope it went well for u... cant believe im not going to see u much this sem. haahaa, prob in the abacus labs typing up our essays! ;) see u soon coz i gotta pass your 332 stuff.

TO ENIE!: Man, i hope u finally have internet access to read this. miss you dude... hope everything is all good and u can blog soon.

that is all... TO LUNCH!