allo allo

nothing much to really talk about....

been thinking abt changing jobs.... crazy but true.... thinking thinking thinking....

well, see what happens i suppose... hmmm.....

work is kinda.... boring i suppose, but i've been reading alot with the time i have in between (which is like less of a minute but times that by like 200 and something !!! )

yeah... i havent seen what the field work is like, im kinda dreading it.... like i dont know if i can handle it hay.....

and in a way, i dont want to quit this job just yet, u know, last a little more, its only been what.... five days so far? argh.... sounds bad....

i feel like chocolate... hmmm.....

will probably go along to woon jee's dim sum thing she wants everyone to go to, CINDY! plssss gooooo :D if u can of course.... mmm.... yummy dumplings....

bedroom is still a mess, not AS messy as before, got the papers off the floor onto my desk, i think the mess has always been on my desk, just that i havent figured to do much abt it!

realised that im going to have to go to the bank, since im not a student anymore :( im gonna have to pay crappy fees.... yes yes, im complaining coz i've never paid since forever, only once when i used a crappy bankwest atm at uni with my commonwealth keycard.... charged me $1.50 the buggars.... but what do u do when u're at uni, u are hungry like crazy and u have no cash! u have no choice, only to be smart and bring food next time!!!!!

anyway, i miss uni.....
i miss sleep ins...
i miss bumming on grass...
i dont miss the stress....
i dont miss the due dates...

life is just annoying now... because i dont know what my..... well, ideal career i suppose is... i havent really got a passion for anyone thing i suppose.....

im happy im not a waiteress..... smelly... but then interaction with people is good, except for the mean ones.... no no no no

was a customer service consultant for B digital... naaah, theres also mean people over the phone.... eeeps, and i had to be monitored, as in they taped everything, not that i had a problem with that, its just that, well, i dont really like the idea i suppose, kinda easy job, except very strict on being on time.... in fact they were ANAL! but yeah.... hmph... it was a good job coz my work colleges were around my age, fun to get along with...

now... i havent got many people around... most of them are pretty mature.... its very laidback, not anal about time... but they are really... slack in information i suppose... not as informative.... and most of the people so far are male. even my FEmale boss is very masculine... shes nice, but i dont see her much, and well, shes quite butch and she has a boy hair style.... everyone is bigger than i am... i am the small fry... i know i have to start at some point in life to get somewhere... but then it hit me how much i was going to get paid. lets just say, its not too great... but im trying to be bit positive... im sure if i get training and stuff... well... theres only one way to go when you're at the bottom!

but then i am looking for other jobs i suppose, see what else there is out there...
kinda hard when what i studied didnt really specialise into any particular stream, and well, most of the work experience i have hasnt really got much to do with what i've studied...

i've got technical skills... i get the job done! not too sure what else i'd be good at either.... hmm hmm...
well, thats just my dilemma for now....

any suggestions?