shannon noll's song "lift" has been around for a bit, dunno if i mentioned this before but yah, i like it alot!!! ahahaa, i remember...umm... before adam went to china, and i was hanging out with mike, adam and mark, and i got adam and mark to come with me to oriels to hand in my resume, and this song came on the radio! haahaa, they were so sick of hearing it, prob coz they heard it repeatedly, anyhoo, well.... i hadnt heard it, i like it alot!!!

so what did i do yesterday? finally downloaded it... haahaa

so here are the lyrics

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"Lift"

I know you're hurting
Feels like you're learning
'Bout life the hard way
And it ain't working

Seems like forever
That you've been falling
It's time to move on
You're life is calling, yeah

This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again

[CHORUS]
Cause I know how hard it can get
But you gotta lift
You gotta lift
And sometimes that's how it is
But I know you're stronger
Stronger than this
You gotta lift
You gotta lift

When you can feel your
Whole body's aching
What's left of your heart
It won't stop breaking
You gotta let go
You took a hit
Time to pick up now
Move on from this

This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again

[CHORUS]
Cause I know how hard it can get
But you gotta lift
You gotta lift
And sometimes that's how it is
But I know you're stronger
Stronger than this
You gotta

Lift yourself up above all the hurt
Don't give it
Wipe your eyes and remember
You're better than this
Let them know
That they took their best shot
And missed
C'mon and lift

This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again

[CHORUS]
Cause I know how hard it can get
But you gotta lift
You gotta lift
And sometimes that's how it is
But I know you're stronger
Stronger than this
You gotta lift
You gotta lift

Pick up now...
Pick up now...
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yeah, the day was good, apple scabbin' again, but u know what, after when i finished work, it was CRAP...

my day just went crappy... its not far when this happens, when it just gets to u and kinda rips you into little iddie bittie pieces... i just wan to punch something, or destroy something!!!! but i gotta stay poised... dammit... life can get crappy....

firstly, road rage, people cant drive... secondly, petrol, dammit... i had a damn fuel voucher for caltex, and it was a caltex/starmart, u know what the guy says? sorry, we dont take vouchers... *BLEEEEEP*, then i needed to use the loo at the petrol station, and maaaaan, FERAL condition, that just puts me right off!!! then wat..... off to the bank, coz i had the time already.... and theres the line, argh.... KILL ME NOW!!!!

only thing that makes things worse is when im swearing like a sailor in my head!! it drives me absolutely insane!!!

BUT yeah... dun worry abt me, im fine, im home, somewhere safe away from this cruel cruel world....

Edmund... if your reading this.... i hope i can see u soon... coz.... you make everything happy :)

argh....

sorry, im just bitching heaps, coz i can... LOL.... life has ups and downs, and well, this arvo is a definite DOWN..... well, upside is, could've been worse, and it wasnt really any big prob, just my stupid head exaggerating the whole situation.... im just super happy i could finish kinda early, except my supervisor is like a total procrastinator.... maaaan, i was so sleeply on the trip back to the agri dept.... then when i was driving myself home, thats when all the crap happened!

ARGH....

ok thats abt it... no more bitching...moving on....