the last thing i want to be is frustrated... angry... annoyed... buggared...pissed... peeved...aarrgghh

its kinda like that when your day is kinda crap, and it either gets crappy or u dont let it bug u.... i did half half...

its like... well, the day started alright, then when i got to the library i couldnt get the books i wanted... meeeh...

then at work, it just went downhill...

WHY do people just gotta be soooo damn grumpy at ME? and im not the one cooking their damn food, so get off my case!!!! there was this ONE chinese man, who brought his caucasian friend or colleague or whatever in to eat, and he was an absolute JERK! so im taking his order and he's saying all this other crap that is NOT on the menu, and he asks for ostrich or vension, and its like no no and NO.... for freakin' sake.... he had no patience.... he was one angry guy with NO compassion or care in the world... asshole....
dun worry, i didnt let it out on him, he wasnt worth it...

just want to let u BEAUTIFUL people out there who IIIII know, that i KNOW that u guys will never ever be pricks at all when ordering food, and if u are ever unsatisfied with any kinda service anywhere that u go to dine, at least have the compassion and understand that ITS NOT THE FREAKING WAITER-PERSON'S FAULT!!! at least ask for the manager and THEN complain... but sheeeeeshkebab.... people can be absolutely morons....

but then there was an upside, there WERE nicer tables, which of course i was paying more attention to, so i could drown out the thoughts of feral customers... there were a couple of tables that were nice, and there was one table with chinese ppl... oldies, and they were asking me where i was from, and im like, my parents are from singapore, but i was born here. and he was like "oh, you speak good english"... and im like, errr, thanks! its like, well, if im born here, in comparison to ppls overseas.... well, u really cant compare... then during work, i was thinking abt my world englishes unit... haahaa, and how this all relates to everything that surrounds me.... interesting.... im learning something... kinda....

yeah...

on the downside (again) i got conned by my boss.... shhyyyytt... im workin' for her next friday... craaap... she's just lucky enough that theres no dharma talk on that week... BUT its a total one off.... dammit... i hate being such a softy for people.... like, coz i know that shes desparate... i guess its like.... i cant stand to see people suffering, and i know technically its not really for her, she can TRY to find other ppl... but she cbf and well, easy way out, kinda beg me.... shyt.... ONE OFF ONLY!!! geeeez.... and she was like, saturday? NOOOOO WAAAAAY, i aint giving that baby up.... one off only.... i really DONT want to... shyt shyt shyt... see, boys and girls DONT do waitering... because u get stuck in it! and well, once i start another job HOPEFULLY i'll like it, im SOOOOOO getting out off it!!! asap... only good thing abt it, is cash in hand.... but then its CRAP coz i get short hours....

argh...

got home, and mum wasnt too happy... shes like dont work so much! its your final year, raa raaa raaa... buts im like... ARRRGhh... i need moneeey.....well, technically i dont NEEED money, and could leech it off my parents, not that i'd get much, not that i'd wanna find out, but the point im trying to make is that i DONT want to have to leech my parents.... i mean, if i can make it on my own, for now, during uni, why not? u know? might as well... i worked even MORE before in the pass two years... and i reckon when i work more, i organise myself better.... hmm.... see how it goes haaay.... but yeah... shytters...

my bedroom is ONCE AGAIN a warzone... i have CRAP everywhere... ok its not crap crap, coz that just sounds bad... what i mean is that i have clothes everywhere... clean that is.... i have no rooooom anywhere! ARGH... if only they were books and papers on the floor to indicate my "busy-ness" but ... no... i do have box of cds papers and old reports and random paper from somewhere here and there, but not really directly related to uni... actually, there is... hmmm..... too messy... no time.... cant be bothered... what a terrible attitude... argh/.....

yes, my little bitch sess for the day.. hope the week gets better.... if not.... im soooooooo gonna be misery guts... WAAAAAA.....

ian's party had BETTER be good... OR ELSE! lol
i dunno.... see how....

okies... laaaterz...